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Monday, April 03, 2006
PEIXUAN posted at 6:19:00 PM

there's so much i need to say..

tis afternoon was a very bad one for me..
i am SO sad..
not bcos of ............(think positive)
but bcos my fear is still lingering there...
the fear of collapsing onto the track.. flat on my face..
juz like two yrs ago..
the unability to push myself at the end is so..
devastating.
to YOU: dun u ever get enough?
RARR!

now.. i think i'm cursed.
this things happening all the time..
i hate it.

and also..
7 days a week.
i only get to see my father for 2-3 hrs everyday(6 days a week)
and the day i get to see him the whole day is sunday.
he'll take dat sunday to piss me off..
he'll say and assume the wrong things abt me..
dat makes me think that he has PERMANANT MENOPAUSE!
sad case isn't it?
every sunday.

but nvm..
i can always try to vent my anger the positive way..
a game of golf might help?
maybe two..
it's addictive u see..

right now..
i juz feel like runnin..
as fast as i could..
till i pass out or smth..
i dun care the raindrops anymore..
nth is more irritating than myself* now..

btw.. ithink serena did great..
i dun mind u winning me.. yupp.
trackers.


love, peixuan.
-a loss-
-someone pls break tis curse-
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