i am truly upset.

i do not know what am i living for now.
i do not know why am i studying so hard.
i do not know why did i even go just now.

i do not feel part of this family.
i do not feel that my presence is needed.
i think i'm just a burden to this family.

i am ashamed of myself.

i have a new post at my bro's blog. it's done by me and him
click here.
MUST read ok?

continue from yesterday:
junhao's birthday cake!
tiramisu.



i told them to gather round so we could have a group photo but the rest dun care!
the big group of cousins.


i told nina to pose a cute one.


we were NOT quarrelling!



i so love this pic! they were NOT quarrelling


he made a mess.


that's for jh's birthday.


now, comes my complaining, etc.
i am so not going to go out to study..
my dad asked whether i could study only outside.
he added i must know and think how am i going to survive outside. my food and all.
hello? i didn't asked u for money ok?
so i didn't get to go to the library.
i think i should not go school too.
cos, why go out to study when i could study at home?
if i stay at home, he do not need to give me pocket money. so i need not think about how am i going to survive out there.
he asked me about 2 hours later why didn't i go to the library. (o_0)?

i have also one thing in mind which i always forget.
now i remembered.
woman are vicious.
i am one good example.
i remember all the bad things that people do to me.
u do me any harm. u watch it.
i may not come after you now, but maybe one of these days.
if i become rich!
i'll buy a new house, decorate it and invite my mom to come and stay with me.
i'll leave YOU out!

so here am i, STUDYING at home! wow.

today:


movie at 11am. the ending could be better.. and.. dun unnotice people. it's sad. the gorgeous ones especially.


saw a couple of watches at swatch..
i shall get those CUTE ones in future.. like the two above.. boy cost 86 while girl cost 73.
the girl is smaller.. too small for me i think.. maybe when i have enough money to buy a swatch, the design may not interest me anymore. i'm saving up for a new mp3 player at the moment. :/


eunice got so tempted with the carl's jr thing.. so we went there for lunch.
i'm rushing now.

i'll be back tomorrow.

see ya!

NO SCHOOL TODAY!
However I woke up at 7+ this morning..
I was just lying there.. wondering what to do.
And seriously, I thought of studying bio.
But I thought maybe some other day or later.
So, "the Devil wears Prada" hits me.
I watched it halfway last night. My computer screen was kinda long and anne hathaway looked oh-so-fat. muahaha.
Anyway I had a headache.. So I jumped out of bed to finish the show!

I am promoting THE DEVIL WEARS PRADA (show)!
Good for you if you've watched it. Otherwise, try to watch it..
either wait another 6-12 months for the dvd release.. or approach an illegal stall selling pirated stuff.. haha.

In case you do not know how it'll look like..

I've read the book before watching the show..
I prefer the SHOW
the comments on the book was "hilarious".."must have".. "gossip"...
i didn't laugh at all. till towards the end.
i laughed at a line in the 2nd last paragraph.
haha
I should have just spent $(7.00-9.50) on the movie ticket than $16.90 on the book!

the ending and story in the SHOW is so much nicer!

anyway, my book looks like the one on top. not like this. but just to tell them apart.


that's all.

prelims are over!
i'm so depressed now.. damn mr. song.
I HATE MR. SONG!
i knew it was going to be bad as a PHYSICS teacher get to set questions on RELATIVE VELOCITY.
but that asshole loves FUNctions too.

i'm just afraid that i can't even go into cj luh.

anyway, i'll be going to play badminton later.
i hope i am oh-so sociable.
watever.

so, i was looking forward to using the com when i got home..
but the web design thing was so complicated.
i can't get the image to flip! grrr...

there's no school tomorrow anyway..
so i'll be making(edit) blogskin for cheryl tmr!

and thalia.. haha. good cheer!

my god! someone tell me my brother is not a male please.
he's 12 already and he can't go home on his own from j8!
j8 is like 5 stops away and he can't!
i need to accompany him home if not he'll get lost or what?!
*****
i asked him to go j8 with me so that i could buy my pencil.
he said never ask mommy so can't go.
fine, ask then.
so he spent quite a while talking to my mom...
and said: i can't go. cos no one bring me home.
mommy said that tmr go together cos ahe nv work.
i was like.. -.-
tmr i have physics remedial from 9-11..
then math session with mr. siva from who knows when till who knows when it will end?!
tmr? yeah right.
*****
being stuck at home with my bro is the worst holiday i can have.
btw, is this even a holiday?
fuck.

another nike shoe! SPIKES! wheee...!
aren't they lovely?
i wish i could own them...
sigh..

my nikes!!
u can see my name there too! nobody's gonna steal them! wheee..
of course i wish those are real.
oh wells.
pink.
nice combination. but i think i shud work on it.
u guys might want to fantasize urselves like the way i do too..
lol.
www.nikeid.nike.com

guess i'll just try out this skin for the time being..

btw, i'm proud to say.. i made it on my own!!

i've read abt the internet threats and stuff..
and i think i want to remove my pictures.
till i'm convinced people i don't know does not visits my blog.

love, peixuan